Tears
The
sweetness dripped from her eyes like golden nectar, each drop reflecting her
sorrow as it fell to the floor. A solitary tear, made golden in the late
evening light by a dying sun, dropped from her cheek to land on her thigh,
breaking into a hundred pieces matching the feelings in her heart. Teardrop
rain mingled with blood stains on her thigh making them fluid once more, to run
even further from her.
Caerwen
had just gone to her chamber that night when she felt the warm trickle. Without
warning she was bathed in blood as her future flooded from her onto the floor.
She knew it had been written in the books that she would never have issue but
this had been dismissed as witchery, until tonight.
Sobbing
she laid herself on the floor to gaze at what remained of her dream. Reality
told her this was just blood and matter but she knew the truth, this was her
future, her child that would never be. Sorrow turned to anger and rage, Caerwen
rose from the floor and screamed "People will die for this deed of
Megan's, her witchery will no longer see the sun again"
So war
was waged, sword against sorcery, light versus dark to achieve nothing but
sorrow and death. Princes died with paupers both now equal before their God as
did Caerwen screaming just one word as she was slain "Gatto-nero !!"
The Crusted Plain
A vile
wind drove its teeth into me like razors, a cold
evil wind blowing from the east.. I wrapped my
cloak tighter around myself and surveyed the plain. A plain stretched before
me, crusted with blood and the dead and dying.
Where
was the sanity that could have stopped this ?
Where
was just an ounce of humanity that could have saved just one poor soul?
Mist
was gathering, as though wraiths were collecting souls to guide them to heaven
or hell. We hope that our God
brings our Death swiftly but the Devil takes his time and pleasure in our
suffering. This was not a war of people but of creatures hungry for blood, they
had bathed in Hell and taken its waters to do their vile deeds. The food was
fear, their prize was blood and death with corpses gathered like badges to
adorn their scrawny frames as they wrought destruction on an epic scale.
Madness
had descended on earth this day, a war no one wanted or could win. The smell is what remains in mind of this awful day,
blood , faeces, rotting flesh, a memory you will never erase. What were once
people were now no more than proteins dissolving into the earth, nevermore to
be or be loved or held but it is the ethereal love that keeps them in your
heart, to be there forever as they were, not as they are.
I
walked the plain looking for a signs of hope but there were none. A sparkle
caught my eye, it was the merest hint of light on this desolate place. My feet
followed my eyes until my eyes were filled with tears. In all this horror,
amongst all these people, Death could not be lax for once and miss just one,
this special one.
No, Death was perfection itself, it took all that was precious
to those that remained.
Grey mud covered her face mixed with blood but it was
her, the charm she wore confirmed it. I knelt at her side and wished, nay
urged, that Death should take me too and save me from what must be done. I
called for help but there was none, so alone I gathered her to me and lifted
her into my arms and walked from the plain.
Day and
night I walked not knowing any fear just hatred and loathing until her home was
reached.
Rites were said and she was laid to ground and I was left alone to
grieve and to make my own pact with the warmongers and the Devil. I was not to
know that it was I that would suffer not from them, but from memories, for that
is how they work by mining into your sanity and destroying you from within.
The
mind is a craggy place full of awful places and dangerous crossings, but when
you try to cross the abyss, you will fall for certainty into that deep, dark,
bottomless pit from which there is no return. The ethers that inhabit there
will not allow escape, save you take them with you. Be wary where you tread in
that deep and dire place, many have gone there and never returned with their
sanity intact…..I did not.
Cavaliere Gatto-Nero
Glade
The sun
broke through the leafy canopy to warm the forest floor , bringing life and
sound to the morning. A symphony of noise broke through the quiet calm of dawn,
plants rustled and grew, leaves marched before the morning breeze in serried
ranks as if they strode to war. Beneath the leaf mould creatures scurried
around in search of food, insects, mammals and more......
In the
mill house Gatto-Nero stretched to
relieve the mourning stiffness, then glanced across the bed to where Caewen
used to lie. It had been many months since she had been taken from him but the
tears flowed each day like the stream that ran from the mill pond, it was a
certainty of life. Gatto inhaled the musty air as he rose from his bed and
walked to the window, there was a new scent in the air, one he had not noticed
before, feral, wild, ancient.
In the
time since Caewen had died, Gatto had turned to alchemy and majicks to find a
way to be with his one soulmate, either by her return from the Farside or for
his journey to it. Every attempt had failed, whether it was his lack of
knowledge or if it was not possible Gatto did not know but still he tried. Last
evening as the sun dropped to sleep and the moon woke he had tried one potion
that many had told him was the solution to his search, but it had smelled too
vile to drink and had been left on the table at his bedside. Now it was empty
The
glade in which the Mill stood was or appeared to be the same, it was just the
smell that was different. A smell that told of foreboding, bad times and
change.
Leaving
the Mill, Gatto walked around the glade trying to pinpoint the new scent. There
was no distinct area where it was strong just an overall odour that pervaded
the whole glade, it was as though the glade was changing.
Sensing
something Gatto turned around, expecting to confront either a person or animal,
it felt to him as though he was being watched, but all he could see were his
footprints, black footprints in the leaf mould. He crouched to look closer and
saw that each footprint had been burnt into the leaf mould as though by a hot
iron….they were also warm to the touch. Picking up the burnt and singed leaves
a scent rose and it was THAT scent, holding the leaves closer Gatto found the
scent was no stronger, it was just all around. Slowly Gatto realised that he
was the source of the scent, he was not afraid but happy and he smiled.
The
early morning light shimmered in the glade, it fell onto Gatto and he faded,
losing structure until he was a memory leaving only the scent behind, the scent
of the Farside.